Saturday, January 29, 2011

Frustrating Day

So today has been a bit frustrating...I keep running into memories from my past (not good memories) and then I ran into a bunch of Navy stuff that just really brought back more bad memories. And then my husband has duty tomorrow and I'm not looking forward to it. He's gonna be gone for like 2 days because of duty and then indoc for the ship. :(  I'm really frustrated at the Navy and how the men aboard those stupid ships treat me. I've NEVER been respected by one single one of them and they all think they can call me bitch and whore. I'm NONE of those and I am so sick of being around them 24/7.

Oh well...I guess I am just really having a rough day.

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Another Day in Navy Life

So this morning has been MUCH better...we finally figured out what time we need to get up so we don't rush around like nutcrackers getting ready to take my hubby to work. YAY! I hate getting up and being stressed out because we're just barely getting him there on time.

My poor little son has a lot of gas, so I need to take care of him and hopefully, later, since my hubby has training today, we can go to the NEX and get some formula that will help with his gassy problems.

Hoping that my hubby's day goes really well, since yesterday he cleaned out mold and algea from the bottom of the ship. I really wish the Navy would have given him gloves and a mask before he cleaned all that out and breathed in the icky moldy air. Oh well, life goes on!

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Duty Day

Well, we are finally moved into our home in San Diego and today my husband has his 1st duty day....all tomorrow he will be gone about 36 hours. It's the longest we've been separated since boot camp and I'm struggling to deal with it. I know deployment is a lot worse, and I feel for all of you going through that, but I'm not one to get "used" to something really fast, so today has been a little bit hard on me. But I"m gonna get through it.

I am trying to get boxes unpacked and put away, then I need to go outside and break down a bunch of boxes and take them to the dumpster. I'm getting really tired of seeing all the boxes hanging around my back yard.

Just trying to remember that God's grace is sufficient for me...even when I feel I can't go on, I know He is here and I can lean on Him to take care of me and my son while my husband is gone.